HanChing:What makes me angry

Things that makes me angry are:my brother doesn't let me play computer when I can play and when my brothers bully me!!What I do to cool me down is keep slaming the door(my room door)and then maybe I would run out of the house maybe...But when my 2 brothers quarell I will always help the one which I think it's right.The main problem is everytime when I started a quarell or maybe my brothers started I WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE THAT IS IN WRONG why why why why why?!?!?!?And then went I go out of the room he will stare at me.Which made me feel like gorging his eyeball out!!!And then the next day if no one is at home(except both of us)fight......And I will definitely lose...And both of us will slam the door many times which made loud sound like BANG BANG.But nowadays we seldom quarell but he still won't let me play at times!!!Afterall he is still older than me and I hope not to create trouble again.